Dear Diary,
Here's my offering to you this week......
* Just a heads up ladies and gentlemen!! This blog will have a new home and this is the LAST POST on Blogger. Waaahhhhhh....it's bittersweet. It's great that I'll have my very own cyber home, however, I raised my baby here for 5 years so I'm a little sad. All posts thus far will remain here as 'Archives' so feel free to visit whenever you want. :D Here we goooooooo!!!
Now on to the main attraction.....
A new announcement, ladies and gents!!
Diary Of The THRIVING Actress and HOT n FUNNY Asian Chick will be going LIVE!!!!!
Aaahhhhh. As you know from a previous post, my goal for 2015 is Youtube. It's all about creating my own content and getting more exposure. You can read that post HERE.
And to do that, I know what I have to do. It's gonna be a little messy at first, but fuck it. So, please bear with me as I try some things out.
Here's my game plan.
I'm just going to live stream everything and anything. Why? Because it's the best way for me to pump out as much content. I've been a little stuck with making videos for couple of years because I have so many ideas but, actually shooting it, and editing it, it's a lot of work. Plus I have my blog to write too, and I'm doing some fashion things as well on my site. I've got a lot of work cut out for me. So, this way, I'm alleviating some labor on my end, and I can just be the talent. And when I do broadcast live, and you're not able to make it, fear not because the video/show will be saved to my Youtube channel or my website so you can view it at your convenience. Yessssssss.
I'll definitely give you all a heads up on when and what I'll be broadcasting about, but sometimes, I may not. This is because I feel like I may want to blog live about how my day went before going to bed, or let's say something really pissed me off and I learned something from it and it could be funny to just talk it out.......I don't know. I'm not formatting things too rigidly right now, the only format and structure is that I'm just going to do it.
I'm sabotaging my self-sabotaging habits, pretty much. The perfectionist in me is going dowwwwwwnnnn. I know what my patterns are, and I'm trying to catch myself before I get to that self-doubt place where it kills my creativity, and stunts my growth as an artist. If I have too much time and space between when the ideas are born, to actually getting it done, then it starts to pile up and I don't do any of it.
I do know what works and what doesn't for me. So, as scary as it is, because it's all very new, I somehow feel like this can be a niche for me. I feel like this is what I'm suppose to be doing.
So, get ready to see some real and raw stuff......and all in REAL TIME. Isn't that excitng?! It's like improv, guys! I don't know what the hell's going to happen. I don't know what I'm going to say....well, I know what I'll talk about but, it won't be scripted is what I'm sayin. Also, I'm planning on maybe streaming live as I wake up in the mornings and I do my meditation, or I do my kundalini yoga.....maybe another day while I'm putting on my make-up and I can talk about the religion and philosophy. Who knows? This is giving me so much freedom, and I'm loving it.
So, here's the first live stream! Actually, my web designer and I were testing it out. This was just before I was about to go to bed too. I had no idea that anyone was watching, or could watch. Turns out, someone was....you'll see if you make it to the end. I'm sharing this because as embarrassing as it is, I said I was going to give you real and raw stuff.....so, here you go.
I'll see you guys over at my new home soon. Yaaay!!!!
Have a THRIVING week, peeps!
with MAAAAD LOVE,
x Alex
